Me and my lost world come to life.

Kegilaan Sederhana

Apa yang membuat kamu berpikir sederhana adalah saat pikiran mu mulai gila.

1. Soal itu terlalu sulit, contek saja jawaban teman
2. Saya iri padanya, lebih baik ambil saja harta miliknya
3. Hubungan ini terlalu rumit, lebih baik di akhiri saja
4. Dendam ini terlalu menahun, bunuh saja dia
5. Hidup itu sulit, mungkin lebih mudah utk mengakhirinya saja

Kegilaan akan membuatmu berpikir terlalu sederhana. Tak ingin rasanya mengindahkan norma. Karena daya pikir dan matamu telah tertutup ketidak seimbangan jiwa yang tak mampu berjaga.

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Kegilaan akan membawa pada pemikiran sederhana. Berhenti dan mengakhiri awal. Nekat.

You don’t know

“You don’t know what I’ve been through.”

People aren’t magician. We are not a phsycic. We can’t read your mind. We are not The Cullen clan.

“You don’t know what I’ve been through.”

I quiting the scene. I walked out from the set. I’m not giving up. I just want to absorb the meaning of your words.

“You don’t know what I’ve been through.”

Once again I’m hurting you with my misery. I didn’t digest you words properly. And you shallow too many words from me.

You don’t know what I’ve been through.

Jadi Gila

Dia tak memintamu mencoba
Dia hanya bercerita

Dia tak menjadi bangga
Tapi kau malah melihatnya bak raja

Dia malu menderita
Kau malah ingin mencoba

Dia ingin meyakinkan kalau hitam itu berjelaga
Kau malah mengidamkan hitam durjana

Apa bukan kau yang gila?
Yang tak tahu makna kejamnya dunia
Apa bukan kau yang gila?
Mengharapkan hal yang membuatmu ada dalam maya

Memang kau yang gila
Coba saja tanyakan pada sesama

In a situation when you feel excited to play with fire, you’ll find couple seconds of glimpse when it would end. In a pile of rotten promise and burnt belief, you’ll find yourself walking alone trying a find the missing puzzle. In a time when no time is worth a smile, you’ll trapped moving in ashes to ashes collecting a broken pieces of soul. In the moment you wrote this prose, you know you won’t survive from the disaster that you create. And you know it was too late, to lend a helping hand. You find a desperation in a feeling of missing a soul that always there safe you from harm.

In a situation when you feel excited to play with fire, you’ll find couple seconds of glimpse when it would end.

In a pile of rotten promise and burnt belief, you’ll find yourself walking alone trying a find the missing puzzle.

In a time when no time is worth a smile, you’ll trapped moving in ashes to ashes collecting a broken pieces of soul.

In the moment you wrote this prose, you know you won’t survive from the disaster that you create. And you know it was too late, to lend a helping hand.

You find a desperation in a feeling of missing a soul that always there safe you from harm.

My Story

When a mall junkie express her feelings. Please read! :D

Sex, Lies & Cigarettes’: Vanguard Sneak Peek (Indonesia Subtitle-Full) (by jantungindonesia)

Disclaimer : Long distance relationship won’t work if you think that this is not the last one.

Disclaimer :

Long distance relationship won’t work if you think that this is not the last one.

Tertunduk sendu.

Tapi mata akan terbuka.

Kini angkat dagu dan mari berjalan tanpa ragu dan tunggu.

I won’t for a forgiveness from the right thing that I choose. I just want an explanation which part I did wrong till you walk by from every coincidence. I move on but I guess your not. I find my peace but you’re lost in your grief. Will I miss that time? Maybe in a second. Do I regret everything? I never will.

I won’t for a forgiveness from the right thing that I choose. I just want an explanation which part I did wrong till you walk by from every coincidence.

I move on but I guess your not. I find my peace but you’re lost in your grief.

Will I miss that time? Maybe in a second. Do I regret everything? I never will.

(via wrdbnr)

A Reminder

We live a life by learning from our experience. The good one and mostly from the worst. We try to find the best way to get onto the right path and minimize obstacle.

For sure, don’t event regret things that already done. Every decision we made is a sign of us become more mature and understand what’s a life should be.

And remember, there will be a loss from every act that we’ve made. We just need to let go.

Forget You

I enjoy Tweeting too much

and forget about this Tumblr that has more meanings to my (future) life.

Oh darn it..

As a person, I always learn for my surroundings. Learn what they do for living, learn how they catch their dreams, learn how to face this unpredictable live. And met a new person is like finding a piece of inspiration to become a better person. Because you are listening, producing, and interpreting someone else life, someone else vision. They might be greater than you, but it makes you realize how the big the world is.

As a person, I always learn for my surroundings. Learn what they do for living, learn how they catch their dreams, learn how to face this unpredictable live.
And met a new person is like finding a piece of inspiration to become a better person. Because you are listening, producing, and interpreting someone else life, someone else vision. They might be greater than you, but it makes you realize how the big the world is.

Absolutely I will!

Absolutely I will!

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